Feeln Good!

so this morning was the first day i went to the gym and i have to say i have been feeling good since then, I cant wait to get back in there tomorrow or Monday. I might have to wait till Monday bc tomorrow is Easter. I have been drinking vitamin water a lot more but i still haven't become accustomed to the taste...i Still prefer mountain dew. LOL but i have kept to my soda cut down. Still drinking it though.
My aunt uncle and cousins are here from California till Tuesday its nice to see them but i didn't get to talk much, because we had a get together at the family's house and whenever i get around the cousins that are similar in age to me i freeze up and shut down almost completely i get really quiet, i really wish someone would come talk to me. but noone does so i end up sitting at a table the whole time feeling outcasted. Just wanting to leave. If someone would even take the time to have a small conversation with me i would loosen up and be more social. but that's only happened like one time in my whole life. so i just sit around quiet as ever until i get to leave thank god i know how to drive know and have the gym as an excuse!
But alas i have to go back over to my aunts house for Easter tomorrow. I hope it goes better than today.