anxiety and me

Yeah we are good old friends i have had it since i can remember and i have it so incredibly bad that it cut me off socially for years without me saying a word in school to teachers, peers noone i had one female friend and a couple male friends and i was good to go but even around those friends that were like relatives i still didn't say much. social anxiety rules my life and lately i don't want it to any more. so i have been racking my brain for ways that it will go away. There are always different kind of pills but i dont see a psychotherapists, i would like to maybe but i don't know if i can afford it..So i will have to deal, I suffer from anxiety attacks every so often and i cant stand it!!
Oh and in other words my brother DeMoN called me this weekend saying that he sycked to hear about the wookifoot show at the school and he was down..AND he kept on calling me auntie..FInally i yelled at him and in mid yell i realized what he was trying to hint at...He is gonna be a dad!! the last one of the bros i thought to be having a kid. Pun has close to four kids now and none of the other bros have any that we know of so now that demon is having one i was liek WOOOAAAHHHH


DeMoN is in the top left corner and wow this pic was taken by me a loong time ago. But just for kicks
(left to right) DeMoN, Chico , gitchi (tall one in the back) TipZ (down in front) ,Baby roaches and Pun
that pic was taken waaaay back in the day before i got to creative arts and was in my party phase along with all those guys .. oh and just ignore there hands...Only pic i had of the boys i could get to at this moment..