Dreams

My dreams used to be pleasant and i really do love my dreams i look a lot into them and i take a lot from my dreams i try to remember them for the most of part and interpret them. Lately The have been tormenting me. With weird dreams of my ex boyfriend mike. Some of you may have met him in his time here at creative arts. But anyways they have caused me to lose sleep just because i don't wanna close my eyes i take it as something bad is about to happen involving him. Or..I just don't know but i don't like it. they have been going on for almost 2 weeks now and i just hope they pass soon. I wanna enjoy my dreams again. Another thing why it bugs me so much is that when i dream its very vivid and ill dream like pt 1 one night and it will continue on to the next time i sleep so when there bad they torment me.

But anyways Today i woke up a little later than usual BC josh had offered me a ride to school since he had to wake up late from work they switched his times for today for some reason then pretty soon here he has a dinner meeting with the vice president of the whole company! that could be a really good opportunity for him. Especially if he gets in good with the VP he got this meeting scheduled after his boss had decided he must meet with the big boss and made the meeting madatory for josh I'm excited for him i hope it goes well. But anyways so i got a new make up color yesterday with a target gift card i found and it is really blue and really brown i didn't put on the brown today but i did use my bright pink and blue and it is pretty cool looking i think i could do better blending and such. I feel like a nerd yesterday after i got hope from target i sat in front of the mirror and put make up on and took it off several times and it looked horrible every time. I wish i new someone who was awesome at make up or i just need better colors and brushes and such. maybe... ^.^ But in any case i cant believe its Wednesday already it feels like Tuesday...I hate that feeling like your a day ahead or behind...